`I want to vanish from the face of the Earth.

Sighs, Yesterday must be the
WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.

I just found out my results. Most of my friends already got their results through the SMS thing by the MOE. A lot of them told me they got a C for English. That's why I was so worried for my English. Little did I know that I was worried over the WRONG SUBJECT. I should have been worried over my English Literature instead. But how should I know? It's very unexpected!

In the end, I gave up on my anxiety, and registered for the SMS thing on the net. But Emay already told me earlier about my grade in English Literature. That was the main reason I wanted to know my results right away! I thought she was joking. Just to make me scared to death. When she told me at MSN, I automatically told her I had to go but she didn't know why. I didn't even say goodbye to the people I was chatting with at that time. I just immediately signed out my MSN. I did not care. I ran upstairs, told my Ate Ren, took a towel, ran from my mom & went to the bathroom to take a bath. I was so disappointed in myself. Cried only a few tears in the bathroom.

I cried a whole lot more when I was complaining more about it to my Ate Ren upstairs after my bath. I was screaming & shouting about it. I was saying "WHY DIDN'T THEY JUST GIVE ME A C INSTEAD OF A D!!?!" But she was saying that I won't be crying over it or even think about it in 4 years' time. She has a point but still, it's NOW.
Convo between Ate Ren and I;

Me: I hate the things that starts with a "D" now. And I won't watch any more British shows!
Her: How about Gossip Girl?
Me: It's American!
Her: Oh, so they don't speak English?!
Me: American kaliah!
Her: But they mentioned Yale & Brown, top literature universities.
Me: UGHHH!

Then I stopped talking & cried instead. Then songs were playing at her laptop. It was mostly emo songs. Then came "Don't Don" by Super Junior and I was like, "CHANGE THE SONG! DON'T DON - DOUBLE Ds!!" At that point, I've been labeled as COMPLETELY CRAZY. With capital Cs. At least a C is WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY better!! Then she was called downstairs by Dad because her friend was messaging her.

After a few minutes, my results from MOE came! I didn't have time to cry about it yet when I found out the thing I dreaded most has been confirmed. It was because Amirah (My ex-classmate back in SSS) called me. She was telling me about the results and all. I even asked her for suicide tips. She did tell me about mixing panadol with beer, the easiest one. She was telling me not to do it though & telling me it's not the end of the world yet. She was dissuading me from doing crazy things. I was like saying "I'll TRYYY~"

After that, I called Basmirah and told her about my results. I had no choice, I already promised her. I envy her. She got 2As: Physics & Computer Studies. Thinking of it, I should've gotten an A for Computer Studies instead of a B. When Basmirah heard my results, she was speechles for a while saying "Oh". She finally beat me. I called Emay after that, telling her about my results as well. I apologized for bailing out of our chat in MSN a few hours earlier. Then Ate Ren came and I showed her my results through my cellphone. She's happy that I got an A for English. If not, I was to be banned from the PC forever by her. No more Kkotboda Namja! If it's a B, she'll just show me the screen caps! NOOOOO. Thank goodness I got at least an "A" for English.

As soon as I got off the phone, I cried my heart out. The longest crying period I ever had. EVER. (I dont cry easily for small things! Unless it really REALLY HURTS) I think I cried for around 3 hours. That includes my crying sessions before the message from the MOE. I tried to bite my Ate Ren in the process. I wanted to destroy everything! EVERYTHING. After a few minutes, I called Kuya in Philz. First try, noone was answering. Second try, he answered! While saying "Kuya, KUYAAAAA!", I was crying like a baby. He was like "WHAT WHAAAAT?" I told him I only got 8Os. Then cried again. So Ate Ren took the phone from me and told Kuya my results & telling him not to tell mom & dad yet, because they didn't know yet. (My parents were actually worried, because I wasn't telling them anything about my results yet). Ate Ren was like "Funny because she got A for English but D for English Literature" It's true though. What the hell. The call was cut off though, since I only have $1 left because of that SMS thing! Took $3 of my credit!

Eventually, I told Ate Ren to show my results to mom & dad. I was still crying like hell. Bawling my eyes out. (Yes, I got puffy eyes at the end). I was kicking the walls, I was punching the bed, biting my blanket. MAD WOMAN, indeed. Rhea was shocked to see me crying like that, it's a first for her, I usually see her cry instead. She was like O____O, HUH?! I was telling her to get out of the room. I couldn't take the pain of disappointment. Mom came and tried to tell me to stop crying & said that I was crying for something that's useless. "It's good enough & you already tried your best", she said. I still continued crying, nonetheless. Then my dad came. Told me to stop already and that it's fine. At least I already passed, he said. He was worried of my Additional Mathematics & said it was worth it because my hard work paid off for that subject. He said he was proud of me. :(. It still didn't stop my crying though. I was saying that "MOST OF THEM GOT 8Os & 9Os! Some of them got Bs & Cs for ENGLISH LITERATURE! WHY DIDN'T I? IT'S SUCH A WASTE. I WASTED MY TIME. IT'S USELESS."
I stopped when my dad told stories when he was young. (It was almost 8PM). Stories I like to hear about. I felt a bit better. I was hugging Ate Ren. They made me smile a bit.

I watched Lee San upstairs. I didn't come down for dinner although I was so hungry. I was so exhausted from my crazy session in the bedroom. I didn't even laugh when there were funny moments at Lee San. After watching CSI, I went downstairs and ate. Quietly, sadly, stupidly.
Ate Ren asked me if I wanted to watch Nodame Contabile (sp?) & Mei (something something). Two Japanese Dramas. I'm not going to lie, but they were really funny! Those dramas made me smile & laugh too. At first, I didn't want to laugh but they're just too funny!


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I feel like a fool. I try to be happy for my friends who got all O's. I am happy but then there's part of me who just want to sulk & cry my whole life starting from last night.
In my heart, I said that all the comforting words of my family won't help, because the problem is in ME. I'm NOT SATISFIED. I don't think I'll ever be happy with myself again. I disappointed myself, my family who thought I was going to pass with flying colours, teachers who had high hopes for me, friends who look up to me. I'M REALLY SORRY.
I'm sorry I did not live up to your expectations. I'm sorry I'm a disappointment to you. I'm sorry I didn't get all Os. I'm sorry I suck. I'm sorry I'm not smart enough. I'm sorry I didn't get enough As. I'm sorry I even thought of ending my life because of a stupid grade. I'M SORRY.


R.

HELLO TO THE EMO ERA OF RHONA NOW.

CONGRATULATIONS;

BASMIRAH-HUN ♥
AZIMAH-BESTBUD ♥
HADIJAH-SEATMATE ♥
EMAY-DEAR (You still got good results!) ♥
CAP'T HAKAM ♥
THE 2 NABILAHS ♥
AMIRAH ♥
NADIRAH ♥
Sadiqin (Awesome dude!)
Wafi (Of course I knew you could do it!)
Rawi (Great Job dude!)
Michael (A for Amaths!)
Faiz (A's & B's!)
Shahrul (WHOA!)

`frustrated

Sighs. I'm so tired, frustrated and mostly freaking annoyed right now. Mainly because my parents didn't allow me to go to Richelle's 16th birthday party tomorrow. Their reason doesn't even makes sense. What should I do? I'm always here at home, got nothing to do! ANNOYING... If only their reason makes sense that I wouldn't be sulking right now. It's NOT FAIR.
I'M REALLY SORRY, CHELLE!

On the bright side,
I've finished reading Power of Five : Nightrise! Finally! Lately, I haven't had the mood to read books. I haven't even finished Blindside & Ugly yet. It's called Bookworm Block. I made that word up, LOL. I'm glad I got back to reading books. Did I mention how much I love Archie comics? I miss reading comics! I actually just finished one of Jughead's comics. It's so funny!

Well, I actually woke up around 11.30AM today. Very new. Since I usually sleep late and wake up early. Something wrong with my body, perhaps. Hope it's not too serious. And it's one of the rare days that I got at least 8 hours of sleep lately. Thank goodness. I think today I'll be sleeping late then. Because that's usually my sleeping pattern. Habit, I can't grow out of it. Sighs.

Most of the afternoon, I tried fighting for the PC. With my siblings, that is. Been updating my facebook photos & added some too. I haven't completely finished with it. I haven't even added the captions for the newly added pictures yet. Since my condition (lazinessphrenia) came again. Just when I got productive! So bad timing...

Well, the remaining afternoon (just a while ago), I killed time by watching videos at Youtube. Mostly SHINee vids (duh!). I've been waiting for their Goodbye Stage performances. Since it'll be their last performances promoting their AMIGO album. I'll miss their AMIGO perfs! But I'm very excited for their new album! Which means new hairstyles, hopefully! Onew should grow out of that bowlcut hairstyle of his! Even Taemin! But he's so cute with his bowlcut hairstyle. :P. I so wanna watch Wonderboys again! For the 100000000000X! It's just so funny! I actually want them to sing Gee as well. That'd be so funny. GO WONDERBOYS!

Aha, I came across SHINee + Super Junior Happy again, and decided to watch it again. It's just so fun to watch since I like the song Miracle!



credits to; MusicRandomx @ Youtube

Here's the Goodbye Stage for SHINee at KBS Music Bank. (AMIGO)




For Love Like Oxygen - SHINee (Goodbye Stage) at KBS Music Bank



credits to; sarsee @ Youtube
Haruka@bestiz.net

I'll stop now. I think this is long enough, right?
Ciaoz!

yours truly,
R.

`zoom in

GOODMORNING! Well, sorry for the late update. I just didn't find the time to blog for a while. It's been a laaaaazy week. I can't help it. I miss school! I heard the results are going to come out in March. So that would make us wait MORE. So much for wanting to go to school and do something useful.

I'm currently eating in front of the PC (Oops). Eating Chop Suey. My mom cooked it just now. And I'm eating ahead of lunch. I haven't eaten breakfast, that's why. It's really yummy. It consists of chicken cuts, vegetables & MORE VEGETABLES. The vegetables that are in my chop suey are : cabbage, peas, long beans, carrots & mushrooms (but I didn't take any mushrooms, because of one incident when......). Aha, you thought i didn't LOVE veggies eh? FYI, veggies are my FAVE! <3.

Chop Suey (credits to www.noodlesandrice.com)

That's the pic that looks the nearest to what I'm eating right now. Without broccoli & cauliflower. Mine is chicken and not pork (I don't eat pork). Sometimes my mom adds those two missing vegetables. It all depends on what vegetables are available in the refrigerator.

Anyway, I just spent most of my morning on Facebook. Pet Society, that is. My pet had 0% hygiene, 0% health & 10%+ happiness. This is all because I haven't been on PS for a while. Sighs. Now, I'm playing at the stadium because I'm currently broke in PS! I have 6 more plays. Sighs. There's like a lot of new stuffs there! At least, there are extensions on the rooms! The cafe got pretty cool! They now sell latte, cappuccino, mocha, expresso, cupcakes, cakes! even mugs&cups! & expresso machines! Niceeeeeee. (The child in me has taken over.)

I have a question though. Does anyone know where you can apply for scholarships? I kind of need to apply for one. HELPPPPPPPPPPPP!

Eeps, I have to go now. Maybe I'll update again later!

Ciaoz!

yours truly,
R.

`happy birthday ms viv! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS VIVIAN!
May you find your happiness in life & have YunHo as your husband. [:P]
& thank you for being such a cool teacher! :).
We're really grateful to have you as a teacher since if it weren't for you, we wouldn't get this far.
English rocked because of you!
♥
I sure hope that we (your former students) be able to get a good grade for English in the O'level exams since results are near!
dum di dum di duuuuuuuum. :X

Thank you for your kindness, cher!
We're all looking forward for the annual Chinese New Year at your house.
The annual reunion for Form 2A batch 2006!
YAAAAAAAAAAY!. ^______^.
Cher,
Do you still have our class-made poems back in 2006? :P

yours truly,
R.

`watcha doing?

Well, most of the morning and afternoon, I've been on the shineee.net forums. Mostly posting because I need 30 posts to download! Gosh, all those graphic artists there are awesome! Onew looks HOT in most of the icons. UBER CUTE at some. See see here;

credits to xiahness_ (shineee.net) for the first 3 icons & bunayski (shineee.net) for the last icon;




credits to xiahness_ (shineee.net);



credits to bunayski (shineee.net);


I think I'm having Onew ache right now. HAHAHA. Sighs, Onew Onew, my DUBU ♥. I'm planning to use one of those icon for my profile at the forums. I still can't decide which one though. The banner I already chose one, but I didn't show it here. HAHA. I'm so selfish noh? Maybe if you're at shineee.net then you can see it at my profile.

Well, I'm supposed to be downloading some Boys Before Flowers [Kkotboda Namja] episode 3 & episode 4. Ate & I already watched it actually but not complete. Because there was something wrong with viikii.net. Probably a broken link. Sighs. So I have no choice but to download both of them instead. Episode 1 & 2 were downloaded from d-addicts by me. Here's the link if you want to check it out, CLICK ME!. The RAWs are somewhere in the forum, just use the "search engine" of it. Or you can go to WITH_S2's clubbox. :]

I'm actually a big fan of Hana Yori Dango. But I didn't like Meteor Garden as much. All of these dramas (Hana Yori Dango, Boys Before Flowers, Meteor Garden) have one thing in common: They're all based on the popular manga: Boys Over Flowers. Such a cute, funny, romantic story. :). I still have to finish Kkotboda Namja before I can really give a real review based on the whole drama. I can't help comparing it with Hana Yori Dango, since it's like the best. Hehehe.

Hana Yori Dango's DVD cover (From DramaWiki)

Poster of Kkotboda Namja (from DramaWiki)

Well, I'm addicted to SHINee's song Stand By Me, which is one of the track song in the drama. It's so cool! <3. style="font-style: italic;">

yours truly,
R.

`i know what you did last new year..

As you could tell, I was on a hiatus starting from New Year until January 13th. Aren't you guys wondering what this nice person (YUCKS :P) did during those days? I actually had a fun week that time. Since my Kuya was leaving for Philz on the 5thJanuary, my whole family mostly went out. Very refreshing. Cool encounters too!

JANUARY 1 (VERY Early Morning) :

I did go out after watching MBC Gayo Daejeon on that day. To meet up with Danice and the other kids of Bengkuville. Mostly me & Danice just walked around and talked. We haven't seen each other for weeks! (Due to my lazyness in going outside my house. ) So yeah, we took pictures. It was using Ate's phone since she was using my phone to call & message to phils. I was pretty annoyed with the fireworks though. Coz you'll just get surprised when it pops or rockets somewhere. With those loud BANGS! I thought my eardrums would burst. It's because I somehow forgotten how loud it is during the New Year. Anyway, it showered. Good thing it was only for a while 'cos then we'd be at the garage instead. LOL.

Pictures;
1st- Allyza, Me, Pinky & Kyndra.
2nd & 3rd - Danice & me. :]

I love this rose. It's a plant in front of Danice's house. I think her mom planted it. Very nice. I was actually planning to post this as my display picture in MSN. Don't know when. Probably when I have the mood, as usual. :D.




Anyway, I got home around 2AM. Me & Danice chatted outside of our houses. Some important stuffs. Sighs. AJA AJA HWAITING DANICE!
Well, when I got home, Ate was watching TARA2 (which I downloaded waaaaay before but have no guts to delete). So I joined her and watch too. It was actually the time when they went to Japan and then Korea. Good timing! :]

Took pictures again;


Eshh, last pic, marah juaaaa!

I ended up sleeping at 5am. Nice huh? SIGHS.

(The Early Morning):

Badminton day.
As usual. But then i asked the guys to wait a bit coz i was feeling really tired. Mainly because i slept around 5 am. So i was reluctant to get out of bed after only 2 hours of sleep. T__T. Johnny & Matt were the ones messaging me to get up and come downstairs coz they were there already.

I decided to just go downstairs around 8-ish. So they kinda waited for half an hour or so. SIGHS. I had no choice. We can't please everyone right?
So anyway, the nice guard was on duty. And he was chuckling about something which i have no idea what. He's a very friendly guard. At least he knows my name. Aha.

He then gave us permission to access the gym to play. Emily came the next hour when we three were at the basketball court. I was just listening to music while the guys played against each other. Then Emily's car showed up. Me & Emz then talked and listened to music together also kept track of the scores between the guys.

Eventually, we came back to the gym and played badminton. Johnny & me against Matt & Emily. Johnny & Me kept on arguing. Mostly due to my laggingness. Plus I kept making excuses why I didn't get to hit the shuttlecock. Hahaha. Sorry Juni!

After an hour or so, Emay, Joe (Emay's bro) & her cousins came. We all played. Actually, Emay's cousin was a champion badminton player (singles competition) for Borneo. Cool huh? He actually taught me the right way to serve and all. Both for singles & doubles matches. At least now I know. Which is a really good thing. :). Now I know the rules, pretty much. Well, Me & Emay went to my house for a while. To bring back drinks & all. My mom made her eat tempura. I hope it didn't really affect you, Emay! Coz I know you're allergic to prawns! :S
Well, I went home around 3PM-ish. Juni was the last to go home. We just talked about school. How our results would turn out to be. Then about this programme which gives foreigners gifts/money when they have done well in major exams in Brunei. It needs registration and all. I don't know if i have to sign up for it. Plus I don't know where its centre is. So yeah. :)

January 2:

We had to wake up early for today. Since we have to go to the Embassy of the Philippines for the renewal of our passports. We were really lucky because even though the Embassy had this new year break (From Dec 31st till Jan 2nd), the "skeleton" of it still get to help us. Thanks to them we didn't have to delay our visit till the next day. PHEW! And because most of my siblings are vain, we took pictures while waiting for our turn to put in our fingerprints!

Pictures;

Embassy's lobby:

Embassy's bathroom. (HAHA!)

RAWR! Lemme eat some flowers! (at some studio)

Ate at Ayamku, Gadong

Went to the Mall (Laptop Hunting & Grocery Shopping):
-at Utama Grand (huh? face ;p)
-Ate Ren finally got her long-awaited laptop!


Going home (in the car):


-- OMG OMG OMG! While in front of the Netcom booth at the Mall, I saw Prince Mateen passed by! He was wearing a green shirt. And I COULD NOT BELIEVE MY EYES! If I had Gossip Girl instincts, I should've snapped a photo right there & then! - my sis said so too! But it was too late. He already went up the elevator. I was just wondering where his bodyguards were. Disguised as commoners too? That'd be so cool. I wonder if anyone at the Mall noticed him coming! He was mostly busy with his cellphone, so his head was bowed down. Sighs, if only, if only...

January 3:

Ate Ren & I; at the lobby of the Embassy

We still had to wake up early because we still had to dropped by the Embassy to send in our studio photos and all.

I took this photo when we were at the parking lot.
The Lovely Royal Regalia.

Since we had a lot of time to kill, we went to The Royal Regalia in Bandar. Boboy has been bugging my parents to go there since he loves to see inside the museum. All I can say that It's AWESOME! We weren't allowed to bring our cellphones inside so weren't able to take pictures! SIGHS. It's fine though, since those cool stuffs I saw will always stay in my mind. :). I can't believe the Nazca Lines are really REAL! I read about the Nazca Lines in the Power of Five : Evil Star (The second book of the Power of Five series). Since Power of Five is a fictional book, I didn't take it seriously. But WHOAAAAA, the representative of Peru (or was it the president?) gave gold miniature Nazca Lines creatures as a present during a meeting which Brunei was the host country. The Nazca Lines creatures (as all Power of Five readers would know) are the four-fingered monkey, the humongous spider, the hummingbird. Those are the ones that are always mentioned in the book. Don't you find it cool?

And I'm totally amazed with those crystal castles in glass cases of the museum. If only I have a house like that (Fairytale dreams). I also like looking at those gifts given by different presidents around the world. Also the pictures of the lives of the Royal Family. That makes me wonder, should I just be a historian? But I want stick to wanting to be a pediatrician. The problem is it's too expensive to get into a medical school. SIGHS.

Anyway, after looking at all the displays in the museum, we went to the souvenir shop of the museum. Mom bought this Royal Regalia fan & Kuya bought a fan too for a friend of his. I forgot what else they bought. I didn't get anything for myself since I'd just be wasting money. LOL.
Well, I piggybacked ride at Kuya! Hahahaha. I jumped at his back on the way to the display of the huge chariot thing (used during the coronation of His Majesty). It was fun! But so embarassing, who cares? :P.

We all then went outside after we were done. We took pictures as well. Again & again...

The whole family (using self-time mode, of course!)

Rhea,Rhona,Renee. (Triple R bomb!) - LOL.

I'm not going to put all the pictures since I think these are enough. :)

This was on the way to HuaHo Kiulap (I think)

We then went to Hua Ho to grab a bite! I chose a Nasi Lemak one. My fave, hehehe. Coincidentally, Teacher Margaret (Former primary teacher for Maths & also my Kuya & Ate's Former Teacher) was there shopping as well with her family. We all greeted her. Ate was actually going to buy a Shawarma at Sbinati's, so I did it for her. Stupid me took the shawarma without paying, I thought Ate already paid for it! So then, Ate had to go there and pay. LOL. The seller must've trusted Ate then. So nice.

January 4:

I didn't follow my parents+my siblings (Kuya, Rhea & Boboy) to go shopping. I just stayed home with Ate Ren. So she was mostly using her laptop. Doing stuffs I forgot she did. As for me, I just watched TV. Thank goodness AXN was there! I got to watch CSI: Supreme Sunday! AWESOMEEEE! Las Vegas is still my fave. New York the next & lastly, Miami. But all of them are really good! One of my favourite tv shows!

Well, they came back around 3PM already.

[This is as much what I remembered for that day. HAHA]

January 5:

Kuya's flight to the Philippines. He had to go back there since he still have school. Ate's staying, of course, since she already graduated and all. Well, Kuya went to visit his godfather for a while in the late morning. So I got to play his PSP! WAHAHA. It's so fun playing on the PSP. Cool games. Ate also borrowed it from me for a while. I played Coded Arms. It's so cool!

Then we went to fetch Rhea & Boboy from school. Kuya & Ate met some of their former teachers. Mine too, but I didn't have time. Sighs. After that we went to Gadong, Mom had to exchange some money to pesos. Then Ate said she wants to go to Jaya to buy stuffs to give to someone. It took us a while though. Thank goodness Mom was there to help. Also Kuya & dad. We bought a football shirt+shorts for Kuya. Ate & I shared the money for it. Then we dropped by at National Inn, after Jaya. To buy a perfume. So yeah, after that we had to go home because Kuya still needs to pack. So last minute eh, so not my fault. LOL.
I eventually slept most of the afternoon (For 2 hours, I think) instead of helping with packing. Mian! I didn't realized it, I was really tired.

We went to the airport around 5PM. Mom & I had to stay at home first. Because our car doesn't fit all of us plus all Kuya's baggages. So yeah, I gave my pendrive to Danice which contained Gossip Girl Episode 13, to give to Richelle. Hmmm, we had to wait for a while. Some of Kuya's friends came. I love Express French Fries! LOVEEEET! <3. Kuya's plane left pretty early actually. 5 minutes early I think. He was in Gate 1. We waved to the aeroplane. Hehehe.

After that we went shopping for Rhea's shoes at Emporium. While Ate went to try some clothes on, and I went to look at the hats. HAHA. I made Boboy put on a hat that reminds me of Taemin's hat. LOL. :

I tried on this hat because it was blue! Haha, It's so funny!

I wonder why I wasn't smiling widely like usual. LOL.

Well, those were what I did during the first 5 days of 2009. I find it amusing. Since I don't really remember anything fun during the earlier days of the new year. Mine this year is memorable. I'm really glad. :)

yours truly,
R.

`hyperventilating

OMO! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH.
I really can't believe it. As the title says, I'm hyperventilating.
I just got my package from Ms. Vivian (former Form 2A English Teacher). Norella sent it over here just now around 6.30PM. My dad answered the door but I knew who it was already coz Ms Viv told me that Nor will send it over. :]

I couldn't wait to open it! I asked Ate Ren to open the wrapper for me because I don't have long nails. Ahaha. At first I saw DBSK's Mirotic album that teacher told me she'll burn for me. Then a cute magnetic reindeer. Then the last one was this rectangle package that was wrapped in brown flowery wrapping. I opened the wrapper slowly, and then I saw a white background, a grey arm. AND I KNEW IT WAS SHINee's AMIGO ALBUM! Coz I've seen it from pictures on the web.
I was like OMG OMG OMG. I had to hold on to Ate and I was taking deep breaths. (Talk about fangirling crazyness.)

I L-O-V-E IT! Obviously! So I was like opening the plastic slowly.
I could see SHINee's smiling faces on the front and at the back. Haha.
And the album includes their signatures & messages! Also some of their background.
Also the background of the songs, who the writers are, etc.

I haven't tried playing the CD yet though. I'm scared that I'll scratch it. (So over ah?).
I'll try it when I have the guys. HAHAHA.

I'll post pictures later. I need my beauty sleep right now. Plus it'll take me a while to transfer the pictures from my phone to my sister's laptop & then through a pendrive, connect it to the PC.
Long chain of tasks. Sighs.
I'll do it later, PROMISE! If I have the time that is. Since my sis needs the PC to work. Aigooo.
Just have to wait then.

Okay then, goodmorning & ciaoz!

yours truly,
R.


`edit;


I'm back with pictures to show. :].
It took me like 60+ pictures last night. Taking pics with the album and to show what's inside it. Hahaha, so over eh. I can't help it. In most of the pictures, I don't have my glasses on. Since I don't want light to reflect and all. Since I'm vain. LOL.

Brace yourselves! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! :

The album + its contents.



It's cool, coz there's also this brochure about SM Entertainment! Although I have no dream in becoming a singer/dancer, I find it interesting. It's about their SM Academy Programme. (It's that red&pink paper).
That paper actually consists of information about SHINee's 1st Album Special Event! You have to fill up this form and all. SIGHS. If only I can....


Front Cover of A.Mi.GO.

[I couldn't help myself from taking pics in greyscale. Cause the album's in black & white. Haha]



Inside A.Mi.GO.
[I think that's Taemin's hand on the CD cover. I actually suspected it was MinHo's at first. But MinHo's hands are long. Hehe. ]

- 3rd Pic : Those are pictures of SHINee. A LOT OF PICTURES OF SHINEE. :). (Even their shoes! & self-cams of the members! SO CUTE!)
4th Pic : SHINee's individual signatures & special messages! WEEEEEEEEEEE~ :DDD
5th Pic : Their longer messages! Key's had drawings on them! nice one! XD


SHINee group pictures inside :

It'll take me a while to show each member's page, so I'll just be posting Onew's only, hehehe. :)

He's so funny in the first one! (The big close-up pic!) Hahaha, My Dubu! :]
But he's hot in the second one. Hehehehe. :D



Back Cover of A.Mi.GO.



That's all for now.
Hope you guys enjoy my fangirling moments. I'll never get tired of it, that's for sure. Hahaha.
Gotta sleep now. I might be a panda soon if i keep on sleeping this late (or early?).

Till then! Ciaoz!

yours truly,
R.